tears of sorrow slowly reach the bottom of my face,
i stare up at the dark ceiling,
your voice still ringing in my ears like a noise that will forever ring,
your smile creeps into my mind,
i toss over,
will you ever know?
are you that blind?
do i have to spell it out on the walls?
you go on without a care,
oblivious to me feelings as if it was a game,
each day my heart grows heavier and i grow weary,
i wish i could just scream it out til my voice will no longer sound,
i wish i could be the one to hold you and tell you it's ok,
i wish i could be that girl that holds that special place in your heart,
i wish i could wipe your tears away,
but it's time to face the truth,
i will never be that girl,
i will never say what i wish to say,
i will sew my mouth shut and lay myself down,
you will never know...never.